dilemma aka stuck between the devil and the deep blue sea

Hi!
Me again.
Sorry I abandoned this task for quite a long time but I had a lot to do. Stupid tests and now two more papers to go. One is due tomorrow and the other one by the end of March. Phew, then I'm free just in time for San Diego :) Yeehah!

What I plan to do in California:
- San Francisco
- Vegas
- maybe Los Angeles (only Hollywood and Beverly Hills-> one day is enough :) )
- Downtown San Diego
- shoppin (what else?!?! )

I can't believe it's March again. Damn time does fly really fast. It's been like 3 months since my birthday and it feels like it only has been 2 weeks. Tomorrow I start my new job, I'm kind of excited. I'll have to update the homepage, translate, post job openings, get thinks from the stock, pack packages etc etc. Girl for everything:) But I have to get this dang paper done. 5 more pages to go....I hope I make it in 2 hours. I don't think it'll be a night shift for me.

Getting back to my title:
I'm stuck between the devil and the deep blue sea.
Some time ago I enrolled for a year abroad in Barcelona. I didn't put much effort in it because I really didn't think that I would do it. I actually just did it to calm my conscience. I didn't want to have a guilty conscience because I did not enrol for such a good opportunity. Well now, I got accepted and could literally leave in August for Barcelona for one year.
I do not know what to do.
On the one hand, it is an unique opportunity whilst studying to go abroad. I good improve my Spanish skills and after one year I would probably be fluent in Spanish. It would also be good to leave my everyday life behind for one year and experience something new in a foreign town.
On the other hand, it costs a lot of money. I would have to pay an apartment or dorm and food etc. And now, when my life has become more positive, it would be painful to leave it all behind for one year. And I would have to study for one year longer because I'm away for one whole year.
OMG I totally don't know what to do.
I have about 2 weeks time to think about it and to give my final decision.
What shall I do??????????

Oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA!

Bye,
xoxo
Sanchia