What a day

Hey guys,
I just realized I feel like this voice in gossip girl :D
Today was a freaking long one.
I woke up at like 6.30am and went to work.I brought some of my mom's pancit and a few siopao plus two bottles of champagne. Damn lot to carry!
Tomorrow is my last day of work :( I brought the stuff today cuz tomorrow the most of the people won't be in the office cuz it's Friday. Then I went off to university to get my presentation over and done with, then I met with the parents and we went to IKEA because of Laurence and then went to Laurence's dorm and wasted the rest of the evening there.
Anyway I had this talk with my boss, it was just like how he estimates my work and I will get some kind of certificate I can enclose with my CV. Worked out pretty well. I just have to get a bit more active but I'm still at the beginning of my career ladder.
After that we had lunch together and then my boss and my colleagues said so nice stuff about me that I couldn't hold back my emotions. I started to cry (but only a bit). The fact that I'm jobless in less than 24 hours makes me really sad.
I don't know if I should be sad or happy.
On the one hand I am totally sad because I liked work there eventhough I was just sitting around doing homework and stuff for a great lot of money. Furthermore, I had a good relationship to my colleagues. I was good money for basically nothing.
On the other hand I should be glad that I can concentrate on studying now. In the last few weeks I didn't give a damn about studying. I went were I had to if not I stayed at home....but I have to pay the whole shit for myself. Life is so unfair. I work my ass off just to pay tuition and books etc. Others just get the money stuffed into their ass by their parents and they have their own apartment and car and then they complain about studying!! WHAT THE HELL?
I have a hard life compared to them. They don't have to worry about anything,one call home is enough and the bank account is in the black again.
I have to struggle every six months to pay for tuition.I also have to pay other stuff: my cell phone,workout, insurance, holiday...basically everything. I never complain about studying....I know it is tough and it freaks me out once in a while. I also know that I don't have any chances in the future of getting a decent job but oh well,at least it's fun. I have to go to fucking work and never complain about too much work and stuff. Hey these other people have so much time to study...I just can't understand!
They want me to explain them linguistics...Am I the fucking dictionary? And then they complain why I don't have time...HELLO???? is it my problem???

Well anyway, I'm kinda scared that I'll be totally bored next week(I know I should study, but I don't).But please pray for me and keep the fingers crossed: I have an interview on Tuesday at this real estate place....sounded really good and the manager was kind of interested in me. Hope everything just goes well that I'll have money for holiday!!!

I totally forgot to freak out about my brother....(I'll just do that tomorrow)
That's a wrap....
Stay tuned folks!
Sanchia