Freitag, 30. Januar 2009

Jobless

Hi guys,
no not gossip girl, me again :)
Today was it, it was my last day of work :( I was there for like 4 hours without doing anything. I cleaned up my computer and my desk. I stole some pens and folders etc.... If I hadn't it would just have been thrown away. Realizing never going back there again is kinda sad. That's why I decided to go back there on Monday, cuz probably there I'll be over and done with the issue. (I hope so...)
At 1 I had to run off to go to university. I wrote this entrance exam for ERASMUS which is our exchange program for partner universities within Europe. I already enroled for Barcelona but this test today was for Wales, England or Finland. Due to financial issues, I really do not feel like it anymore to go abroad. Why struggle???
I'll still have my chances to go abroad some time. Now, I can finish studying and then leave for abroad. I know though if I hadn't written this test today I would regret it until I die. So I decided to write....if it was unsuccessful,Oh well at least I tried....
But I kinda have more chances because my professor is like a friend (It's that guy I met on Fifth Avenue in NYC). But you'll never know.
Dang I don't know what to wear for my interview on Tuesday...how will I style my hair??? Probably I'll just go as usual-improvisation LOL
I really have to go such a make over thingy....I feel like walking around like a bum the whole day...but wait: I AM A BUM! I totally forgot.
After the exam I had handball with the kids and then I went to a handball meeting.
If I only could I would make sports my profession....It's so totally fun and working in the sports field makes a damn lot of money!
Talking about gossip girl, I'll go continue watching. I really am addicted right now (thank you internet!)

Stay posted,
Sanchia XOXO (xDDD)

Donnerstag, 29. Januar 2009

What a day

Hey guys,
I just realized I feel like this voice in gossip girl :D
Today was a freaking long one.
I woke up at like 6.30am and went to work.I brought some of my mom's pancit and a few siopao plus two bottles of champagne. Damn lot to carry!
Tomorrow is my last day of work :( I brought the stuff today cuz tomorrow the most of the people won't be in the office cuz it's Friday. Then I went off to university to get my presentation over and done with, then I met with the parents and we went to IKEA because of Laurence and then went to Laurence's dorm and wasted the rest of the evening there.
Anyway I had this talk with my boss, it was just like how he estimates my work and I will get some kind of certificate I can enclose with my CV. Worked out pretty well. I just have to get a bit more active but I'm still at the beginning of my career ladder.
After that we had lunch together and then my boss and my colleagues said so nice stuff about me that I couldn't hold back my emotions. I started to cry (but only a bit). The fact that I'm jobless in less than 24 hours makes me really sad.
I don't know if I should be sad or happy.
On the one hand I am totally sad because I liked work there eventhough I was just sitting around doing homework and stuff for a great lot of money. Furthermore, I had a good relationship to my colleagues. I was good money for basically nothing.
On the other hand I should be glad that I can concentrate on studying now. In the last few weeks I didn't give a damn about studying. I went were I had to if not I stayed at home....but I have to pay the whole shit for myself. Life is so unfair. I work my ass off just to pay tuition and books etc. Others just get the money stuffed into their ass by their parents and they have their own apartment and car and then they complain about studying!! WHAT THE HELL?
I have a hard life compared to them. They don't have to worry about anything,one call home is enough and the bank account is in the black again.
I have to struggle every six months to pay for tuition.I also have to pay other stuff: my cell phone,workout, insurance, holiday...basically everything. I never complain about studying....I know it is tough and it freaks me out once in a while. I also know that I don't have any chances in the future of getting a decent job but oh well,at least it's fun. I have to go to fucking work and never complain about too much work and stuff. Hey these other people have so much time to study...I just can't understand!
They want me to explain them linguistics...Am I the fucking dictionary? And then they complain why I don't have time...HELLO???? is it my problem???

Well anyway, I'm kinda scared that I'll be totally bored next week(I know I should study, but I don't).But please pray for me and keep the fingers crossed: I have an interview on Tuesday at this real estate place....sounded really good and the manager was kind of interested in me. Hope everything just goes well that I'll have money for holiday!!!

I totally forgot to freak out about my brother....(I'll just do that tomorrow)
That's a wrap....
Stay tuned folks!
Sanchia

Mittwoch, 28. Januar 2009

Studying sux

Hey guys,

so my cousin recommended me to do this blogging. I think it's a good idea, cuz I like reading theirs but will I be disciplined enough to keep on writing??
I hope so:)
Well I'm here at home, just showered and I'm chatting with my friend because we have this discussion paper to do. Tomorrow we have to present it :( It's about Reality TV and Social Perversion. Today I had this presentation in Business English where I talked about an exhibition here in Stuttgart. As my teacher won't grade it but we need to do it to get a certificate, I just got it over and done with.
In two weeks we have our exams...and thinking about all the studying:OMG! I so totally can't see myself studying. And then after that 2 papers will be waiting for me YAY!

YAY, two more months till I go to San Diego once again. Holiday just can't come any faster.I NEED IT NOW! After all what has happened...First: I need money, but as I am jobless now,that will be a little problem...:( 2. Back pain due to the accident. But hooray, we bought a new car which will be done in two weeks.... I still can't believe though that my mom seriously is accusing me of doing this horrible accident deliberately...WTF???? Who the tell participates in car accidents deliberately??? That is the most absurd thing I have heard in my life. 3. STUDYING (see above)

Well, that's a wrap for today. G2g, still prepare (mentally) for this dang discussion tomorrow.
Maybe I will post a longer one tomorrow...

Until then:
"Phone in, stay tuned, consume." (LOL,damn I surely need a break from this stupid paper)

Sanchia